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The Help Of Darkness Will Guide Me

4/25/11 01:33 pm - Which Deadly Sin am I?


The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Pride lol thats funny.

4/7/07 05:27 pm - Battle cry

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Zang! Who is that, skulking through the desert! It is Kahuri-chan, hands clutching a vorpal blade! She grunts gutterally:

"I'm going to pulverize you past the point of no return, and hit you with a steamroller!!!"

Find out!
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Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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1/30/07 03:18 pm - Nameless poem

Something I came up with last night after deeling with "He who Shalt not be Named"
I don't have a name for it but tell me what you think kk

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11/10/06 03:40 am - nameless Poem

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11/8/06 03:51 pm

What type of person do you attract?
Your Result: You attract unstable people!

Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.

You attract rednecks!
You attract geeks!
You attract artsy people!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract models!
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This is mine lol

8/20/06 08:20 pm - A new poem ^^

Well I managed to chalk up another poem as of now it's untitled hopefully that will change soon enough It's of the Weiss Kreuz Gulhen RanXKen variety if you squint enough and contains spoilers for the end of the series. So don't read unless you don't care about that lol. Enjoy and tell me what you think please ^^

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8/17/06 05:09 pm - *cries*

To all my dear friends and of course loving girlfriend,

Please forgive me if I'm not online or don't reply to e-mails ect ect. It's not that I don't care or have abandoned you it's just that MSN isn't wornking nor is Hotmail. I have no clue when I will be on it could be as early as tommorrow or it could be as late as next month and beyond. So please please don't hate me for it. I'm going to be beyond RP starved when I get back on I just know it so you will forgive me if I act like a mad women the next time I talk to you all and if any of you have Kira-chan on your list tell her as well please. It seems that now the only way I can talk to any of you is through Livejournal so you'll once again have to forgive me for the inconvienience this brings. I'll be checking my Livejournal on a daily baisis untill we get our MSN up and working again so all of you please stay safe and don't abandon me because of this *sniffs*. Luv you all thanx for understanding Saraba.

7/23/06 06:58 pm - Quiz ^^

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You rule from:a towering, well, tower
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Your most popular law is:Five-day weekends
Your least popular law is:Banning of people being better-looking than you
Your worst enemy is:Ringo Starr, but you can't remember why . . .
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7/11/06 02:29 am - Personality quiz results

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||| 23%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
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Wow sounds just about right to me lol.

7/6/06 12:57 pm

1) Bold what is true about you.

2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.

3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

4) Tag five LJ friends. (Since I’m sure everyone else has had this done I’m just tagging my little cousin)



I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch much TV these days.

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I've watched porn movies.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I have broken someone's bones.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I hate the rain.

I'm paranoid at times.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need/want money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have fresh breath in the morning.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way that I look.

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I am usually pessimistic. *I prefer the term Optimistic Realist*

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think prostitution should be legalized.

I slept with a roommate.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop and/or window shop.

I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I currently like/love someone.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.

I have at least 5 away messages saved.

I have tried alcohol or drugs before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal, DeviantART.

I enjoy some country music.

I would die for my best friends.

I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I have dated a close friend's ex.

I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.

I am punk rockish.

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job(s).

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I am proficient on a musical instrument. *All 3 Clarinets Baby lol*

I hate office jobs.

I went to college out of state.

I am adopted.

I am a pyro.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I talk in my sleep.

I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. *Ancient Egypt baby or some other ancient civilization I just don't fit in here it seems sometimes*

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

I'm an artist.

I am ambidextrous.

I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.

If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.

I have terrible teeth.

I hate my toes.

I have more friends on the internet than in real life. *Sad really*

I have lived in either three different states or countries.

I am extremely flexible.

I love hugs more than kisses.

I want to own my own business.

I smoke.

I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.

Nobody has ever said I'm normal.

Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.

I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.

I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.

I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.

I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.

I have played strip poker with someone else before.

I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.

I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.

I can't stand being alone. *Yet so often am alone *sighs**

I have at least one obsession at any given time.

I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.

I'm a judgmental asshole.

I'm a HUGE drama-queen. *As my Yami so well knows lol*

I have traveled on more than one continent.

I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. **Cough*Steve*Cough**

I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.

I am a Libertarian.

I can speak more than one language.

I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.

I would rather read than watch TV. *Sometimes I would ^^*

I like reading fact more than fiction.

I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.

I have no piercings.

I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.

I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.

I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.

I've been married and am now divorced.

There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. *To many to count I'm afraid *sighs**

I like most animals better than most people.

I own a collection of retro games consoles.

The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. eeeeew! LOL

I have hit someone with a dead fish.

I have written/read erotic stories.

I am compulsively honest.

I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.

I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.

I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.

I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.

I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.

I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.

I dislike milk.

I obsessively wash my hands.

I always carry something significant around with me.

Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.

I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.

Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.

I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.

I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.

I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.

Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.

I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.

I do not 'get' most comedy acts.

I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.

I don't like to chew gum.

I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. *Ancient Egypt Here I Come Baby!!!! lol*

I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.

Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. *Still going strong after all these years*

I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.

I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.

I love to sing.

I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.

I have a custom-built computer.

I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.

I've gone skinny-dipping.

I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.

I enjoy burritos.

I'm Irish and lovin' it.

I have a thing for redheads. *Aya/Ran, Schuldig, Kurama, Jin, ect. Well seeing a patern are we lol*

I am a twin!

Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.

Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.

I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. *Oh how I wish it were so*

I sleep more than 12 hours a day.

I often fantasize about being in fights or physically hurting people, but not anyone in particular.

I love instant noodles.

I get cold easily.

I was a spoiled brat as a child.

I'm over 25 years old and still enjoy all the things I did when I was 10.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not of this world at all.

I own more than ten Disney movies.

I was forced to grow up quickly. I probably still have some growing to do.

I have over 40GB of music on my comp.

Some times little kids scare the crap out of me.

I have at least one of the final fantasy games for my computer

I was kissed before I turned 16.

I wish I didn't drink, or at least drank alone.

I keep a pet frog.

I have weird shaped birthmarks in strange places.

I've made an Ikebana for someone famous.

I could sleep an entire day, wake up, and still be tired.

I have at least five birthmarks on my body, including some on my feet

I have had a crush on more then one anime character at any one time regardless of gender.


7/1/06 01:07 pm - Wow 2 updates in 2 days I'm on a roll here Minna lol

Well this is something that happens very rarely lol. I updated last night and now again the next afternoon ^^. Well it's all well and good pretty much this update is a thank you to my own personal Dark Goddess; as she changed my layout for me something I've been struggling to do for months *Lotsa Hugs and Kisses*. I love it it's so cool and she did it all in a half hour or so you're amazing babe ^^. Well tell me what you think of it and don't forget to tell her I'm sure you all know who she is by now if not shame on you lol. Saraba Minna.

5/2/06 08:42 am - *screams*

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! RA DAMN IT IF I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO BE THIS BAD WITHOUT MY MEDICATION ONCE I GOT IT BACK I WOULD HAVE MADE SURE TO GET IT BACK RIGHT AWAY!!!!!!!!! Sweet Isis Mother of Horus I swear the entire room is spinning, I can't focus on anything, I keep on falling down and running into things, and I'm tired all the time. I went to bed last night at 4:15 pm, as soom as my brothers could relieve me from taking care of gramma and poppa, and didn't wake up again till 8:30 am this morning. It's crazy absolutly crazy Sweet Mother Isis MAKE IT STOP!!!!!!!!

4/28/06 07:19 pm - It's just not fair!!!!!!

*screams* What in Ra's name gives him the right to treat me like this!?!?! He hasn't even been home 24 hrs and all ready he's at my throat getting on my case about how I put the guitars away then over my schooling and how I put no effort into it. By Ra I don't know how much more I can take as soon as I walked in the door he's on my ass and I thought I ,that's right, I did a good job cleaning the house no help from mom, Ri, or Jar just me and I had to go to work today on top of that. then I come home and he's in bed I go to wake him and as soon as he gets up he's on my ass Sweet Isis Mother of Horus He's not my father so he has no right to try to bully me and act like he is!!!!! I'm so sick and tired of his rants and double standards and him just acting like a Ra damned Hypocrite all the time. I just don't know how much more I can take before I completely blow up or do something stupid. Sweet Mother Give me strength I need it now more then ever....

4/16/06 08:26 am - hey hey Minna

Hey hey well it's been a while sine I've updated not to much has changed other then my gramma has finally got a hospitle bed in Van and they've done the biopsy so that's good still don't know what's wrong yet. On a happier note I can honestly call tas-chan MY girl ^^ *does estatic happy dance* but ya other then that not much has happened. well gtg do an emergency Coornor store run so talk to you all later minna. Saraba.

3/22/06 09:54 am - By the holy mother!!!!

Oh my goddess!! How could this happen? This kind of thing doesn't happen to normal people!! This isn't the Titanic for Ra's sake!! By Isis why couldn't this have been prevented? I nearly lost my father and step mother all in one night!!! I know me and my dad have never seen eye to eye but I don't want him dead!!! The Ferry they were on hit a rock and sunk to a watery grave at about 3:00am this morning just outside of Prince Rupert. I found out from my little sister that was probably just recovering from a panic attack. I'm just so thankful that their all right I guess our holy mother was watching over them after all. But they lost everything their truck, their laptop, clothes, golf clubs, everything but at least their alive they can replace those things but they can't replace their lives. So I think I'm going to cast a circle of thanx tonight Since the mother spared the life of my Father and Step Mother.

3/1/06 08:17 pm - ^^

Hey all. Well I just finished with my last mid term I think I did ok not great but ok. I went by the tattoo parlor the other day to talk to Jim again about getting a tattoo done. I was thinking about getting it done on my ankle, the design would be a leafy vine to symbolize the element Earth since I'm a Capricorn in the Chinese zodiac and the Capricorn is a Earth Creature the vine would be connected to 2 Wiccan Pentacles on on the inside and outside of my ankle. It should look nice and the shop is really clean and nice and I've seen some of Jims work and he's real good. I was told it should cost about 100$ not bad when you think most are about 300$ or more. But ya other then that I'm having fun 'Teaseing' my Yami lol no hard feelings love, and Mina-chan should be back online any day now so I'm thrilled. Well I should get Saraba Minna.

2/17/06 02:27 pm - ^^

Yay I have a DP here now. I couldn't find one of Yoru unfortunetly *pouts* But Nao is cute too and I like him ^^. It took me awhile to figure out how to post it but I did ^^ so I'm proud of myself now ^^.

2/12/06 02:47 pm - lol We burned down the kitchen.....

Well I guess it wasn't that suvire we did COMPLETLY melt the front panal on the mirowave and the entire kitchen is black and the cubords nearest to the stove are burnt as well as the countar top to the kitchen counter right next to the fridge and on top of that Ri got 2nd degree burns on his hands he's ok though he says it hurts more then when he broke his hand in Gym class bet he's wishing he had his T-3's now lol. Well We're lucky that the fire insurance will most likely cover this but ya everyones fine the house is still in one peace plus we have an excuse to get a new Mirowave whitch we REALLY needed and we can redecorate too so it's all good ne though mom said five mins later and it could have been disastoris lol. Guess we've all lurned a valuble lesson never leave the stove for ANY reason if your using oil since this is what started the whole thing. Poor Ri it was a complete accident could have happened to anyone and yet he's really beeting himself up over it. The funny thing is all of us are completly covered in soot from head to toe lol.

2/8/06 05:12 pm - Yay I got to talk to my little brothers and sister

My new brothers and sister are such sweeties!!! *squee runs up and cuddles them* Martin is such a sweetie and get this Mina-chan He loves Naruto too!!!! *punches the air in triumph* It's so cool Jamila is like Amy she loves to shop but she also loves to draw anime so that kicks maybe I can convert her to Shonen ai. Oh the possibilities are endless *rubs hands together plotting laughing evily* And Miachel (s/p) loves Soccar so that's cool and I think he likes anime too so that rules. I didn't hear much from little Zechy I guess he's not much of a talker but I can't wait to meet him face to face I'm going to love them all to death. My mom and Steve are going to see them next week. the kids are going 2 weeks later *Pout* right after my spring break so I can't see them *cries* But then they are coming up a few weeks later so that's cool and I can see them then but it doesn't seem soon enough I wanna see them now *throws a hissy fit* But oh well the sun was shining onboth dayswe were to talk to them so I'm talking this as a real good omen and they seemed to like us so I'm hopeing for the best. Well Get back online soon Mina-chan we miss you Love you Yami-chan. Saraba Minna

2/8/06 09:37 am - Woo hoo we get to talk to the kids tonight

Yay!! We get to talk to my new brothers and sister tonight at 4:30pm 7:30 for Mina-chan and You Angel Baby. But this is so cool I hope I get to talk to them since I'm not going to get to see them in March since I still have school and it's the week or the week after my spring break *sulks and pouts* Lifes so not fair. Well in any case I'm stocked and I can't wait. Get the net back soon Mina-chan I wanna RP Yoko's getting lonely lol. Saraba.
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